Pink Wombat's Hideout

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Celebrity lookalike konon

Heheee... How lame.
An example of my procrastination when i'm SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYINNNGGG

I honestly don't know ANY of the girls here.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

If only it was as simple

I wish it was as simple as in our younger days..

Where stress to succeed was just trying to win Best Item/Dance/Sketch during camps... or playing as many sports as possible... Or getting good grades so you won't look dumb in your group of brainy friends...

I wish it was that simple.

Not the constant inner-nagging to keep motivation up after putting in ALL your effort and sacrificing sleep...essay after essay after project...the day to day struggle to keep reading like my life depended on it... violently snapping my roaming attention back into the cramped desk I've been at ALL day..staring at the laptop screen looking for countless journals...not knowing if I'm wasting time reading something not relevant... not knowing if the topic I've zoomed in on will even show up in the finals at all... feeling the stress of not being able to finish studying in time... Of being a failure.

I wish it was as simple as when we were younger...

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Account of a student all-nighter

Re-living a Student moment... Just something to remind us all of Uni. Definitely something to stay in my mind... I thought the all-niters days are over... It thought I was gonna do constant work and not succumb to last minute pressure again...haha, i thought wrong. This was when two of my major final essays were due - 2nd May.

9pm – FINALLY finished the attachment essay. Blurred eyes. Sent to Paul to proof-read. Opened Neuropsychology essay on laptop. Starred at white screen until the blurriness merged together to form what I will be staring at for the next 18 hours. If I don’t sleep and have less than 1 minute meals, I can hopefully get this one in for 2pm… then go downtown to shop it out!

9.30pm – Cut my toe while scrambling onto the kitchen counters, trying to reach a tube of Pringles in my topmost cupboard.

11pm – Am running on adrenalin. A desperation to make full use of every hour. 15 waking hours left. I can do this.

12midnight –Stomach grumbling. Boiled cheesy mushroom tortellinis. Ate raisins by the handfuls during the entire 2 minutes I waited for the pasta to boil. Shoved pasta down throat in 30 seconds. So creamy. MMm… Still awake and strong. Almost halfway through the essay I think… The more I write, the more I see structure and where I want to head… I think. Cut on toe is becoming a dripping bloody mess now. Eugh.

1am – Raisins are the best sugar rush! But am gonna need caffeine soon I think. Still trying to hold that out. Can feel it in my eyes… and backbone *crack*

2am – Apples are not the best sugar rush. (and they rot your teeth). But the night is still young! PUSH ON…

2.35am – Uh oh…first massive yawn. But I can’t afford to sleep..

3am – Getting hard to focus. Restless…sleepy... Feeling nostalgic. Looked through bunch of old familiar pictures. So close. So familiar.

4am – I am watching Russell Peters.

4.45am – Back to work. Gonna succumb to darn caffeine. And a couple of muesli bars. It’s amazing how much slower your body functions at night.
4.50am – Hold on. Am I seeing this right? The skies are turning….blue… ALREADY??

5.05am – Light gray now. I have succumbed to caffeine. Boy, it’s bitter. Reminds me of the type my granpa used to drink. The ones I used to dip breadsticks into and leave bits of crumbs in the coffee cup. No time to run out again for sugar.

7am – I can’t believe it’s morning. Hungry. Suffering from caffeine tics.

8am – Need…sleep… Zombie running on adrenalin and caffeine.

9.30am – One essay handed in. ANOTHER ONE TO GO. Giving myself 4 hours to scale this 7500 words draft into a 2500 words.

12noon – Oh right! Lunchtime!

1.10pm – Need to get this done… Had lunch, China housemate actually talked to me today. I think we're back to normal now. Also had a frapjack frm Paul ☺

3.30pm - Handed in Neuropsych. Still feeling anxious, like I missed out doing something.

5pm - Eyes heavy. Time to nap.

10pm - Back from Man U - AC Milan game. Sigh. Am starting to get absorbed into the team, with my Man U jersey and all, proudly worn, for better or for worse

12midnight - Have been awake far too long. Body is shutting down... Nite all. xxx